The Santos Times

A new friend

2012-01-29T11:27:00.000-08:00

I wanted to introduce you to one of my new friends. Here is the story of how we met:

~oOo~

I was sitting alone, the weight on my shoulders making it hard to even lift my head. Where did this weight come from and why was I carrying it? I know the scriptures. Cast all your cares upon me for I care for you. But how?

They call themselves Christians, yet they attack me, berate me, condemn me with lies. Others, they don't claim Christ, but they know I do, attack me, berate me, condemn me.

All my wounds, bleeding.

All the bruises throbbing.

My mind in confusion.

Where are you Lord? How long will I live among these difficult people? Am I in sin? Is what they say true? Is it all my fault?

Somehow I click to the website. Somehow I click on the message. Somehow the Lord brings into my life a friend who speaks words of comfort and truth. Through him (God loves to use his people) I knew to lay down my burden and the sin which so easily entangles to run with patience the race that is set before me.

It was as if the dull grey of the Santos Cottage turned into a bright meadow. Suddenly, the sun was shining, and my confusion was turned to clarity. Peace and Grace...Grace and Peace...strength to carry on.

Thank you Lord.

Sermon called "Titles of the Risen Lord" by my new friend, T. Austin Sparks.

Audio link to the same Sermon, by my new friend, T. Austin Sparks

If you, like me are searching for the truth, here is an excerpt:

Now this so much explains, does it not, the very title of the Holy Spirit that Jesus gave Him: “When He, the Spirit of Truth, is come” [John 16:13]. “The Spirit of Truth” – the Holy Spirit is THAT! He is exact! He is particular! He sees through everything. And if you and I walk in the Spirit, we shall be very true. We shall be very real. There would be nothing that is doubtful and false about us. We shall be checked up on everything: upon maybe an exaggeration – maybe an exaggeration, it may be a pretence, a make-believe, anything that is not true, that is false, the Holy Spirit will check us up on that – not because He delights to bring us into judgment, but simply because it is so very important for the building of that which is going to stand, abide, and go through, and go right through to the end, and come out triumphant at the end. It is so important that right from the foundation the thing should be true.

The Lord will take us down, take us down, take us down, all to pieces, and bring us right down to the bottom in order to begin with what is true if there’s a superstructure that is unsafe because it is mixed or because it is not true. And we ought to be thankful to the Lord that He does that. I am sure we would say: “Lord, let there be no falsehood in my position, no untruth in what I profess. There should be nothing that is not absolutely real in what people think about me.” It’s very important. You see, the Lord Jesus stands as He does, and as He may, to judge, and to be the Measure because He is the true Witness – the true Witness. That is, He is the embodiment of the Truth.

Now that is a sombre word. It’s a searching word. It is not perhaps a very inspiring and uplifting word. But, you see, after all, this is a title of the Risen Lord – a title of the Risen Lord. Why did God raise Him from the dead? Why could He be raised from the dead? God won’t raise a lie! God will never even resuscitate a falsehood! He was raised because He was the true Witness. He had in His Own Person borne a true testimony to His Father, and to the thoughts of His Father. It’s a matter of life whether there’s truth, you see. Life can never go alongside of anything that’s not true. Life demands the Truth.

Dear Lovies,

2012-01-23T12:12:00.000-08:00

You are growing up so fast! I miss your chubby cheeks and baby talk. Those cute and fat days will never return. I have seen that Time flies away quickly, so, before it is gone, I wanted to write to you that you would know my heart. I want to talk to you about friends.

I watch you, Noah, playing with "the gang" after violin class. I love the way you all run to get your toy pistols and dive into the 'Wild West' with all its pretend glory and fun.

Sophia, I have seen the girls around you suddenly become young ladies. One day they are content to climb trees and play dress up, and the next day it is make-up and "boy" talk. You are soon coming into a time of transition in your life with lots of choices to make.

Little Naomi. Sophia and Noah have been your true friends and playmates since you were born. But now, they are making other friends. You may feel left out. Or, as I've watched you, you may just be friendly and get along fine with new playmates. You are so pleasant.

Life is so much richer and enjoyable with friends. Isn't it fun when we invite them over to spend the day or evening? Don't you love it when we have picnics or hikes together? I can't imagine life without friends and it is my hope that you make good friends that will stick by you through thick and thin.

However, there is a friend that loveth at all times, a brother born for adversity. (prov 17:17) See, you will soon find out that no matter how wonderful your friends are, they will not love you at all times. Even your own siblings won't love you at all times.

You will also find that in the day of adversity, your friends may leave you. Your problems could be too much for them. It may even be that their adversity ends your friendship. They might think you can't understand their pain or suffering.

But guess what? WHAT a friend we have in JESUS!

I want you to know this wonderful friend, the one that will never leave you. I have already introduced you to Him. But I want you to know him personally. How sad I would be to know that all you knew about Jesus was "My mom knows Him."

I want you to know him yourself, to be intimate with Him. Go to His house. Invite Him to be with you. Spend time with Him, eat with Him, drink with Him. Find out all the things he loves and hates. When He wants to do something with you, do it. When you want to do something, ask Him about it. Whatever He tells you, believe Him. He will always be on your side.

Walk with Him. Talk with Him. Look for Him when you wake up and make Him the last person you talk to every night.

Soon, you will know what I know. You won't just believe it because I am telling you. You will know in Jesus are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. How exciting! You will also know that in him dwells all the fulness of the Godhead bodily. What an amazing thing!

God bless you, my dear children, as you grow and make friends. Please remember, there is only one Person you can count on. Only one. Jesus Christ.

With all the love in my heart,

Mom

Sleds and Tea!

2012-01-19T12:43:00.000-08:00

I am having...

Same old Jasmine Tea. But I made a pot of hot chocolate for the children and Mr. Santos
(who is home again due to ice and snow.)

I am feeling...

Content.
Also, a little sore. I used my elbow to stop from crashing into a tree this morning (sledding).
Ouch, it hurts.

But, still content.

On my mind...

This moment. It is all we have, this moment. Life is so fleeting. Have you considered the consequences of that reality? Am I doing what I should (what The Lord wants) in this moment that He has given me?

When I think about this I forgive. I smile more. I soften my tone. I put everything in order.

A quote to share...

These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world. John 16:33

I have had tribulation in the past. More may be coming. But right now, I am safe, well-fed, warm, and healthy. I will use this time to be THANKFUL!

What I did this morning...

I wish you were here! We could go down the hill together. Afterwards, I would serve you a thick slice of pumpkin spice cake with a nice cup of (what else?) Jasmine Tea.

God bless you good today.

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

Wondering Wednesday

2012-01-18T16:42:00.000-08:00

Mr. Santos home for a "snow day"

Hours making snow forts

(mother watching from the warmth of the cottage)

Sledding, sledding and sledding.

Dripping wet snow suits hanging over the tub

Wet mittened hands around mugs of hot chocolate

Oatmeal cookies made

School work done quickly and without enthusiasm

(only to get out to the sledding hill again)

Chapters read from Little House on the Prairie

Old westerns watched with Dad

(the good guys won)

Mashed potatoes and gravy

Smoke filled kitchen from ~~burned~~ toasted pumpkin seeds

Beautiful rosy cheeks on beautiful bundled up children

Wondering...

What did you do today?

our backyard today

Biscuit and Penny in their basket. They don't like the snow.

This is Penny (short for Companion) She is our new chicken.

Happy Sunday!

2012-01-15T12:43:00.000-08:00

We had SNOW today!

The children played in it early then came in to enjoy a hot breakfast:

Fried potatoes, salsa/cheddar omelet, fresh fruit and a large pot of steaming hot chocolate.

~oOo~

Also enjoyed a sermon by Warren Wiersbe

on the book of Daniel 3:

Credulous Faith is obedience to God if it is POPULAR

Cowardly Faith is obedience to God if it is SAFE

Commercial Faith is obedience to God if it is PROFITABLE

Confident and Courageous faith is obedience to God if it is RIGHT, in spite of the consequences.

When it comes down to it, only the last kind of faith is based on a real fear of God. When we have a true fear of the Lord, we will fear nothing else.

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom:

Tea Time

2012-01-13T12:28:00.000-08:00

Thank you, Ruth, for allowing me to come to Tea, even if I am late. It's been busy over at The Times and also, I have had a lot on my mind. I don't think I would have been very good company, kind of like these ladies here:

I am having...

Jasmine Tea. Predictable, I know. But, I'm having it in my red Christmas mug which is a change from my cobalt blue mug. So, there.

I am feeling...

Fine. O.K. Normal.

There are days in a woman's life when nutrition can play a big role in her emotional well being.

I took some mineral supplements and an herbal tincture earlier today.

What a blessing. I think my family would say "what a blessing" also. (wink wink)

On my mind...

So much has been on my mind lately. It is hard to pull just one thing out of the pile to share.

The children just ran into the house to grab their weapons (toys). They found coyote tracks and droppings on the trail leading into the woods. Hm. I suppose that is the top thing on my mind. I'm trusting they are just pretending to hunt that coyote, that they won't actually go and try to find it. Um, maybe I should check on them.

A quote to share...

"The saint who is intimate with Jesus will never leave impressions of himself, but only the impression that Jesus is having unhindered way, because the last abyss of his nature has been satisfied by Jesus." ~ Oswald Chambers.

I was thinking about this lately. What impression do I leave with others: when I discipline my children? When I serve my family? When I am talking with my friends? It makes me think of John the Baptist when he said, "He must increase, but I must decrease." John3:30

Some pretty Tea Time thoughts...

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

First Daybook of 2012

2012-01-10T12:50:00.000-08:00

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FOR TODAY

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Outside our window...

It is wet from the rains last night. It looks to be a dry day today.

I am thankful...

For my washing machine. What an wonderful invention!

Then again, we might not have so many clothes without it, or the dilemmas of what to wear because of all our surplus. Still, I am thankful for my washing machine.

I am wearing...

Speaking of clothes, I am wearing brown. A brown suede skirt, brown tee and a blue denim shirt over. I am wearing my hair down today, in curls and big silver hoop earrings.

From the kitchen...

Oranges. Bought a couple bags on sale last week so we have been eating orange wedges with every meal and in between too.

I am learning...

That it isn't FAITH if we can do it all ourselves. God puts us in impossible situations so that He can do it. I am learning He wants to increase my faith; my faith in HIM. So often I am not willing to follow Him into those impossible places because of my own shortcomings.

I think of the feeding of the 5000 in Matthew 14. The disciples saw a great need. The people were hungry and there was no food. They asked Jesus to send the multitude away. I always do that. I pray "God take this problem away." But what did Jesus do?

He said "They need not depart; you give them to eat."

If I was one of those disciples, I would have said "Uh, yeah. O.K. All I've got (and it isn't even mine to give) is a couple loaves and five fishes. Are you kidding me?"

"Bring them hither to me."

You know the rest of the story.

I am creating...

little creatures and pots out of clay. There were some clay sets on sale (only 97 cents) after Christmas. Each child (and mom) got their own and we are playing with clay all afternoon.

I am going...

To stand on the promises of Christ my Savior and rest today.

I am remembering...

The wonderful morning the children and I shared. A simple breakfast of muffins and oranges, then Bible reading and hymn singing. Today, we didn't just go through the motions. We really rejoiced in the Lord. How Good God is.

I am reading...

The Psalms

I am hoping...

To write a little story with the children today. It begins like this:

There once was a chicken named Biscuit. She had a small family which included a wise older sister named Sophia, a giggly middle sister, Naomi, and a brave little cowboy named Noah.

Biscuit took great care of her little family. One day, the three siblings got themselves into quite a mishap and if it hadn't been for her quick thinking, I don't know where the little family would be today.

Around the house...

Are organized and stocked up cupboards. Sometimes the Lord will tell us to do something and we have a choice to do it or not. Recently, it was on my heart to ready our house and supplies for an earthquake.

My target date was tomorrow (the 11th) and, by God's grace, I made it. All is in readiness. Will there be an earthquake tomorrow? Who knows? But I am ready. If there is no earthquake did I not hear from the Lord? Hm? Don't know about that.

I once heard a story about a man that felt God wanted him to go to a friend's place of work and tell him the Gospel. He was to tell him the gospel and invite him to a church meeting. He knew his friend was hostile to anything about God, but the urge to go and tell was very strong. He went, absolutely positive that it was the day of Salvation for his friend, confident that his friend would listen and heed.

But, while the friend thanked him for his concern, he had no interest in going to church and believed that his salvation was not a problem.

A bit disturbed, the man remained confident that he had heard God's voice and obeyed. The results were in God's hands. It was years later, by a wonderful chain of "coincidences" that the man discovered something special about that event. There was a janitor behind the counter fixing a broken drawer. He heard the gospel message and the invitation to go to the meeting which was told to his boss. It was for HIM. The message was for the JANITOR. The janitor's life was changed that afternoon by the message. So, we just trust and obey.

If you hear in the news about events in the Pacific Northwest, rest assured, we are prepared. (wink)

One of my favorite things...

pearls ~ so beautiful ~ especially pearl earrings.

A few plans for the week:

Make some more pumpkin bread (I want to freeze a few loaves.)

Here are some pictures thoughts to share...

A chicken alfredo pizza Sophia made at her cooking class.

New Year's Eve walk-n-ride at the beach.

It was COLD that day!

How am I doing? Can I do better?

2012-01-07T10:52:00.000-08:00

And the Lord God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him.

Genesis 2:18

Are you married? Have you considered how you are doing in this area? I, personally, think about it all the time. But, because of pride I would never ask Mr. Santos how I am doing. I will ask the Lord and often He will show me areas where I need to improve. But, no way, would I ask Mr. Santos. In my mind, I am doing all I can do to help him and that should be good enough.

But this is wrong.

Our cars need regular tune-ups. Our bodies daily need cleansing. Even nature itself has seasons of renewal. Our relationships (married or not) also need this sort of thing - a tune up, cleansing, special care.

My confession:

I have been lazy in this area, thinking 'Let's just drive it to the end -- Until death do we part.'
I have been prideful in this area. All the "yeah buts", and "well if only you would's" come to the surface at the mention of a need.
And, I have been fearful. What if we find out that the problems we have are all my fault? What if I am going to have to SUBMIT more? Ew!

Again, this is wrong. "to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth [it] not, to him it is sin."

We are negligent in our relationships because of our standards, because of our expectations. Those standards are usually higher than the standards God has for us.

Think about it.

While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.

For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit:

God did not wait for us to be perfect before He laid down His life for us. Yet, that is often what we do, what I do. I wait until the children are obedient before I praise them. I wait until Mr. Santos is kinder before I submit to his wishes. How WICKED of me! Who am I to have higher standards than Holy Creator God? I am but a worm; my life is a vapor.

Are you doing this too? Are you waiting for someone to meet your expectations before you love them with your life?

Jesus commands us to love our enemies; to bless those who curse us.

Here are some definitions of help*

To aid
To assist
To lend strength or means towards effecting a purpose; as, to help a man in his work; to help another in raising a building; to help one to pay his debts; to help the memory or the understanding.
To lend means of deliverance; as, to help one in distress; to help one out of prison.
To relieve; to cure, or to mitigate pain or disease.
To remedy; to change for the better.
To lend aid; to contribute strength or means.

Here are some definitions of meet

Fit
Suitable
Proper
Qualified
Convenient
To come together, approaching in opposite or different directions

Will you, with me, ask your husband "How am I doing? Is there any way that I can improve as your wife?"

Maybe this question is for your sister or brother or mother, father, friend. God bless you.

~oOo~

* (this post is from my notes on a Bible study called "Godly women in an ungodly world" taught by Janice McBride. If you are interested, her website is www.janicemcbride.com)

Thank God for them

2012-01-03T07:28:00.000-08:00

I guess we're meant to live with people. Can't get around it. But, there are days when I wish I could live without them. If only I could go to a far away place where no one else is...just me and the trees, some water to look at, and a bit of sunshine.

But, I know, it wouldn't take long before I see something beautiful and want to show it to my children. Or, I would remember something funny and want to tell Mr. Santos. Besides, it's cold out there. I need them to keep me warm.

((loud groaning sigh))

But how do I get around the hurt they cause?

People HURT each other. They lie. They get preoccupied. They judge and condemn. They make foolish choices. They are selfish.

I am selfish.

Have you read the book of Philippians lately? Came across this verse today: "I thank my God upon every remembrance of you." (1:3).

Oh my. There are some people in my life whose remembrance is anything but good, rather, painful. The last thing I want to do is thank God for them. No. It is more like, "God, get them out of my life."

But, I noticed that the scripture did not say, 'I remember how wonderful you are so I thank my God for you.' Or, 'I thank God every time I remember the good things you do.'

It says, "I thank my God upon EVERY remembrance of you." He must of remembered some bad things. Just a few lines later he says he is confident that God which had begun a good work will complete it. He saw the big picture. He saw that God was in control of the situation -- That God cared for these people and was in the process of changing them...doing a GOOD work in them.

I want to be like that. I want to thank God upon every remembrance of the people he has placed in my life. I know He is not finished with me. He is not finished with them either. Be patient.

In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. 1 Thess 5:18

We think it is God's will that life be easy and everyone do and be what we want them to. But rather, God's will for us is to be Thankful.

But godliness with contentment is great gain. 1 Timothy 6:6

New Year's Resolution

2012-01-01T20:11:00.000-08:00

Take my life and let it be

Consecrated Lord to Thee

Take my hands and let them move

At the impulse of Thy love

Take my feet, and let them be

Swift and beautiful for Thee

Take my voice and let me sing

Always, only, for my King.

Take my lips, and let them be

Filled with messages for Thee.

Take my silver and my gold;

Not a mite would I withhold,

Not a mite would I withhold.

Take my love, my God, I pour

At thy feet to its treasure store.

Take myself and I will be

Ever, only, all for Thee.

Good Bye 2011

2011-12-31T11:54:00.000-08:00

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FOR TODAY

The Last Day of 2011

Outside our window...

Sunshine melting the evening frost.

Running squirrels

Pecking Chickens

I am thankful...

To know God. He is my Helper, my Friend, my Savior.

I am learning...

That I learn so much more from my failures, from trials, from steps of faith.

From the kitchen...

Big Late breakfast this morning.

Probably just toast with pumpkin butter for lunch. Some cut veggies and fruit.

I am wearing...

make-up today - just a little blush and lipstick. I'm hoping Mr. Santos will take me for a walk in the sunshine. I will wear my red wool coat with a matching scarf.

I am creating...

organized spaces! Little by little been tossing out junk this past week. It is so nice to open a cupboard and know what is in it.

I am going...

To make an effort not to fear this coming year. For some reason I am afraid. Never been like this before. I usually look forward to the new year with great joy. But it seems like some scary things are on the horizon.

Fear Not, for I am with you, says the Lord.

O.K.

God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.
Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed,
and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea;
Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah.

Psalm 46:1-3

I am remembering...

The sweet quiet Christmas we had.

I am reading...

The poems of Edgar A. Guest. So nice.

I am hoping...

To write four more scripture songs this year. We have seven. I think four more will make another CD.

Around the house...

The Christmas decorations are still up. The children wanted them up till New Year's. I confess, I will be sad to see it all come down. They have slept under the tree a couple times this week. Good memories.

One of my favorite things...

Sitting in my little green chair by the window with the afternoon sun warming my face. Just a couple minutes of that calms my soul.

A few plans for the week:

Pop some confetti poppers for the New Year.
Go to the dentist (Sophia)
Ladies Bible Study
Violin and school lessons begin again.

Here are some pictures thoughts to share...

The Santos Children six years ago. They all still had their baby teeth.

So long 2011 ~ Hello 2012!

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-23T08:33:00.000-08:00

Glory to God in the Highest

and on earth, PEACE, GOOD WILL toward men - all men.

Thank you, Lord!

O holy night, the stars are brightly shining;

It is the night of the dear Savior’s birth!

Long lay the world in sin and error pining,

Till He appeared and the soul felt its worth.

A thrill of hope, the weary soul rejoices,

For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.

Fall on your knees, O hear the angel voices!

O night divine, O night when Christ was born!

O night, O holy night, O night divine!

Led by the light of faith serenely beaming,

With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.

So led by light of a star sweetly gleaming,

Here came the wise men from Orient land.

The King of kings lay thus in lowly manger,

In all our trials born to be our Friend!

He knows our need—to our weakness is no stranger.

Behold your King; before Him lowly bend!

Truly He taught us to love one another;

His law is love and His Gospel is peace.

Chains shall He break for the slave is our brother

And in His Name all oppression shall cease.

Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,

Let all within us praise His holy Name!

Christ is the Lord! O praise His name forever!

His pow’r and glory evermore proclaim!

Welcome to the Santos Cottage!

2011-12-21T16:08:00.000-08:00

Our Christmas Tree. It is sitting on a table...but wait. Let's do this right. I better finish decorating before I let you in!

This is the beautiful wreath Mr. Santos made for me. It smells wonderful and I find myself lingering on the front step to enjoy it's fragrance.

Come in! Welcome to Santos Cottage!

Behind that black door is our computer

(it's ugly so I like to hide it)

See what I mean?

I love seeing my piano lined with Christmas cards!

Sophia took a picture of a friendly bird that visits us each morning.

Speaking of the girl, I think she is ready for piano lessons now. She put together this little arrangement in honor of her grandma and grandpa.

Merry Christmas!

Tea Time

2011-12-15T09:13:00.000-08:00

I am having...

A cup of Jasmine tea. I ran out for a while and was drinking Earl Grey.

I am feeling...

Humbled.

Pride goes before destruction, and an haughty spirit before a fall.

But Thank God,

Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the LORD upholds him with his hand.

On my mind...

Gifts.

It's that time of the year.

Some simple things to share...

A favorite winter drink: Heat up some tomato soup, chicken broth and a bit of salsa (or taco seasoning).

Very Satisfying! Especially with a grilled cheese sandwich.

This is the puzzle I have been working on at the Tree Farm. You can see I am almost done.
Do you like puzzles? They are fun to do while listening to a good sermon!

Isn't this a lovely stained glass window? I think it would look wonderful hanging in my kitchen.

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

Daybook - December 13, 2011

2011-12-13T19:28:00.000-08:00

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FOR TODAY

Tuesday Night, December 13, 2011

Outside our window...

Dark Night. Stars out. Icy Cold.

I am thankful...

For safety. For Good Health. For my family. For Warmth on a cold night.

I am learning...

That it is easy to spiritual-ize some things that are wrong.
(I feel a new blog post coming on!)

From the kitchen...

We had Tamale Pie for dinner and Mandarin Orange cake for dessert.
Oh. My. Comfort food to the extreme.

I am wearing...

A brown skirt and a denim button up shirt. I LOVE my new shirt - not only because it is flattering, but because it was brand new and cost me only $1.29

I am creating...

Hm. Am I creating anything right now? No. I don't think so. Unless you count putting together a mini Christmas pageant with the children of my church. But really, the children are creating that. I am just directing.

I am going...

To kiss my daughter for cleaning the kitchen without complaining. Good girl!

I am remembering...

I forgot! I forgot to make an appointment for our family picture. Ugh. Thank you Lord for helping me to remember.

I am reading...

My Bible every morning. That's it right now.

I am hoping...

For so many things. That my auntie would recover from her stroke, that my sister's health would improve, that my mother would...that my Don would...that my church would...and on and on.

But really and truly,

My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus’ blood and righteousness.
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly trust in Jesus’ Name.

Refrain

On Christ the solid Rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand;
All other ground is sinking sand.

When darkness seems to hide His face,
I rest on His unchanging grace.
In every high and stormy gale,
My anchor holds within the veil.

His oath, His covenant, His blood,
Support me in the whelming flood.
When all around my soul gives way,
He then is all my Hope and Stay.

When He shall come with trumpet sound,
Oh may I then in Him be found.
Dressed in His righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before the throne.

Around the house...

The littles are playing "secret item" trying to get their room cleaned before the timer goes off. Whoever puts the "secret item" away properly wins a prize. I can hear them getting distracted with fun and games and bickering. Children! Little images of us. How often I am distracted from what I am supposed to do with fun and games and bickering!

One of my favorite things...

Waking up on a cold winter morning under heavy warm quilts. Bliss.

(but it does make it hard to get out of bed)

A few plans for the week:

Shopping. Visit with friends. Sell Christmas Trees at the farm.

Here are some pictures thoughts to share...

Biscuit has begun laying eggs!

Naomi holding Biscuit at the farm.

We bring her with us and she helps us sell trees. The customers LOVE her.

This is Biscuit's laying basket. Whenever she wants to lay an egg, she "tells" us,

we then put her in the basket and she does her job.

The god they call Santa Claus

2011-12-07T14:30:00.000-08:00

Santa Schmanta.

But I was thinking. Today, as we were reviewing some of the wonderful names of the God of the Bible, we came across this one: "Desire of All Nations." (Haggai 2:7)

Isn't that a wonderful name? Only one Person could have that name. Only one Person is truly the Desire of All Nations.

Santa, of course is NOT that person. He is a sort of counterfeit. A nice fatherly type who wants to give us gifts, who wants to reward us for good behavior. A kind person who can make things turn out alright and metes out justice too. After all, the naughty kids don't get gifts, right? He can be everywhere at once. He can do everything "instantly."

Jesus is the Real Deal.

Jesus wants to give us gifts. Only, we don't have to be good to receive them. While we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

Jesus works it out. And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

Jesus is everywhere. Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me.

But He is so much more than this. He is the one "In whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge. Jesus is the one in whom dwells all the fullness of the Godhead, bodily.

As Christians, we should avoid anything having to do with Santa. All the touting "Believe" and the warm fuzzy Santa movies distract from the Real Deal. It distracts from the truth. Christmas is to celebrate GOD with us, not Santa with us. God with us has eternal implications. Santa with us is only about materialism. Any arguments otherwise are just counterfeit hopes.

The world around us is searching. They are searching for peace and joy and meaning in life. At this time of the year, let us not be ashamed of the baby in the manger. For he shall be called Emmanuel, which, being interpreted is God with us.

December Plans

2011-12-05T12:34:00.000-08:00

Sell Christmas Trees three days a week.

Hot apple cider and frosted cookies. Stoke the wood stove to keep warm. Put together a puzzle. Struggle with trees in the field and on top of cars. Pass out cutting saws and directions. Wish Merry Christmas to visitors. Pray for each customer that comes to our lot.

Enjoy all the Living Nativities around town.

Sit in the van waiting in long lines. Eat popcorn. Watch the Christmas story be acted out. Blast the heater with the windows rolled down. Lean out of the car windows as we roll slowly through the "Town of Bethlehem." Inhale all the exhaust from the hundreds of other cars visiting. Recognize and wave frantically at all our friends.

Sing a Christmas carol before we eat breakfast or lunch.

Today, Silent Night and O Come all ye Faithful

Participate in the Christmas Pageant at church.

Noah is a shepherd. Sophia will be the narrator. Naomi is part of the Heavenly Host.

Make a list and counting it twice for what we can GIVE this year.

Strict (very strict) rule to not say or hint at what we want for a gift. We may only speak about what we will give. We give gifts in honor of our God who gave us the gift of His Son Jesus.

Pray daily for the gospel message to change the lives of our friends and family.

Pull a name from one basket for family. One basket for friends. One basket for missionaries.

Bake Cookies.

Molasses, Chocolate Chip, Almond Cookies, Snickerdoodles

Watch our favorite holiday films:

It's a wonderful life, Charlie Brown Christmas, Charles Dickens "A Christmas Carol."

Read through the list of Names of our God.

Today was Alpha and Omega (Revelation1:8)

Bread of Life (John 8:35)

Fir Tree (Hosea 14:8)

Go to Secret Sister Revealing Party.

Food, laughter, women enjoying each other's company. Reveal who I have been praying for and giving secret gifts to all year. Draw another name for a new Secret Sister for 2012.

What are you doing this Merry Christmas Season?

Poison

2011-12-02T08:59:00.000-08:00

Are you bitter? Put it aside. Throw it out. Get rid of it. How? Forgive.

It's not fair. I want justice!

You are right. It's not fair. It's not fair that God would forgive us and not give us justice.

The wages of sin is death. That's justice. You work, you get paid. You earn wages by what you do. But the gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus. Gifts are not earned. They are free.

Who are we that God would forgive us?

For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh) dwells no good thing. Romans 7:18

But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; Isaiah 64:6

I once heard bitterness described in this way: A glass of poison that we drink ourselves while we wish the other person dead.

Not only does it destroy us. It destroys MANY.

Looking diligently lest any man fail of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and thereby many be defiled; Hebrews 12:15

How I need to hear and practice this daily.

Sometimes I become bitter against my own children. They disobey. They fight. They don't share their toys or do their chores and I get frustrated. That frustration can turn to anger. Then it can turn to bitterness.

It doesn't have to be that way. Knowing the grace of God, I can give grace.

I don't give grace because they deserve it. I give grace because I have received it. Freely you have received. Freely give. Matthew 10:8

To your children, to your husband, to your co-workers, to the people in your church fellowship, even to your enemies.

Tea Time

2011-12-01T09:19:00.000-08:00

I am having...

A bowl of oatmeal with some pumpkin butter stirred in. Drinking a cup of Earl Grey Tea. What a warm and cozy breakfast.

I am feeling...

Thankful.
It is so easy to get distracted and busy this time of year. However, the Lord would have us be at the Christmas Tree farm three days a week. There, I am forced to slow down. There are no distractions. If it wasn't for yielding to the Lord's will on this (I would rather stay home and do all my activities - baking, shopping, crafting, cleaning and decorating) I would never take time out to be still.

I even prayed that we would NOT sell trees this year because of all the other things I wanted to do.

He always knows what is best.

On my mind...

I have a doctor's appointment today. It has been many years since I have seen a doctor. Just a check-up over minor concerns. She is a naturopathic doctor. Wonder how it will go?

A Quote to share...

For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether [they be] thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him: Colossians 1:16

Who's the HIM? JESUS!

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

So does this mean I'm a Superhero?

2011-11-30T16:45:00.000-08:00

When I was little I used to watch a show about these superheroes that were twins. I liked the show because I was a twin. The superheroes would fight the "bad guys" using their super powers. In order to activate them they would say, "Wonder Twins Activate!" as they touched each other fist to fist. One twin took on the form of water and the other twin took on the form of an animal. Oh my goodness. My twin sister and I would play at this for hours, pretending that we had super powers too.

That was a long time ago.It was a verse in the Bible that reminded me of that show. John 1:12. What a wonderful verse about the Power that God has given us. Read it.

But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name.

How amazing! God has given us POWER. Power for what? To become an animal? No. To become the sons (and daughters) of God. So much better.

Do you know what this means? I was so excited as I thought about it.

A son is an heir. What belongs to the Father, belongs to the son. The privileges, the stuff, the history, the future of the Father will be for the son.

A son has access to the Father. Nothing stands in the way. They can come and go freely in their father's house. They can ask anything of the Father because of the closeness of that relationship.

A son looks like his father. "Oh, you must be so-and-so's son, you look just like him!" The more we obey the Father and do as He does, the more we begin to look like him.

I grew up without a father. This fact has kept me from enjoying the great freedom and true Happiness in being his child. I know there are some who hear the word "Father" and instantly feel fear, or hate, or disappointment. But this Father, God the Father, is far above any human experience, even if you had the best dad in the world. Getting to know him, really seeking him and knowing him personally (not just ABOUT him) has opened up a wonderful newness of life for me.

And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13

I am so thankful that I have this power. Where does the power come from? It does not come from me. I don't decide to become a child of God. God gives me the power to become a child of his. It is a gift. It is Him who decides.

and that no man can say that Jesus is the Lord, but by the Holy Ghost. 1 Cr 12:3

It is written...

which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God. John 1:13

He gave this power to them that believe on his name.

For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16

Have you noticed that the superhero never dies?

Happy Birthday to ME!

2011-11-28T20:51:00.000-08:00

The Lord has been so good to me! My cup runneth over! Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.

Today is my birthday. I am so thankful to have another year with my children, with my husband, with good health. God has met all of my needs. It has been a difficult year with lots of learning. The most fruitful lessons come from failing or falling. But, I have been able to get up and the Lord, himself, has helped to dust me off and send me on again to learn and grow.

I rejoice in my weakness because HIS Strength is made perfect in weakness.

Yesterday, Mr. Santos took me and the children along with some friends from out of town out for lunch. It was very generous of him and I had a wonderful time visiting.

Then today...look at what fun I had!

Isn't this the most beautiful cake you have ever seen? Sophia had her first cooking class today with a friend, and this was their project. Gorgeous!

My favorite red roses delivered personally by some good friends.

A yummy meal from another wonderful family. Beef enchiladas, a fresh salad and homemade ranch dressing.

My favorite people to eat dinner with!

The cake was DEEElicious. Chocolate cake with crunchy peanut butter filling. Good Job, Sophia!

Overflowing with love notes from my children.

That is a "Golden" Ticket...good for a whole day with my lovey doing whatever fun thing I choose.

Isn't that a sweet gift?

Mr. Santos helped the children to get me this CD. I love it! and listen to it while I clean the house.

Here is one of my favorite tracks.

My piano top (and my facebook page) full of birthday greetings.

A hat my Naomi crocheted with the help of a friend. In my favorite color too! I can't wait to wear it.

Thanksgiving Daybook

2011-11-23T10:12:00.000-08:00

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FOR TODAY

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Outside our window...

A pesky squirrel. He keeps stealing our chicken's oats.

I am thankful...

Very thankful. That I am alive. That I learn something new every day.

I am learning...

That God truly is involved in the details of my life. Nothing is by chance, there is a purpose for everything. It is always always for my good...no matter how evil it may seem. I can trust My Great God.

From the kitchen...

Well, for tomorrow, I will contribute to the feast my ham and cheese bread, garlic mashed potatoes, a fruit platter, and a pumpkin cake. I don't do pies. Crusts are too intimidating.

I am wearing...

A black sweater with a grey/black plaid skirt. Silver hoop earrings.

I am creating...

Table decorations for our church Soup Supper on Sunday. It has to be a Fall/Scripture Theme.

So here is a bit of the inspiration...

We are putting "Thankful" Scripture verses on the back of numbered construction-paper-leaves for a game. If you can find the reference for each verse then you can win a loaf of my pumpkin bread. Wanna play?

I am going...

To the Department of Licensing today. My birthday is next week and so I have to renew my driver's license. Must take an eye exam and a new picture. I wish I could just keep the same picture. But, no...

I am remembering...

It will be my twin sister's birthday too. Better send out her card today if she will get it in time.

I am reading...

Ivanhoe with the children. They love it. We just finished Bud and Me. That is a wonderful and true story and really opens up the history of the early 1900's.

I am hoping...

That I can get some paperwork done today. I don't want to deal with it this weekend. Today is the DAY! Pray for me. I hate paperwork.

Around the house...

The lamps are on for another grey day. Thank you Lord for lamps! and electricity!

One of my favorite things...

The smell of simmering hot apple cider

A few plans for the week:

Enjoy a Thanksgiving Feast. Really. I saw the menu and it is going to be a FEAST. I almost feel guilty about it, knowing of all the starving people in the world. But, we have been invited and so we will gladly accept and be thankful. We will also open the farm this weekend for Christmas tree sales. This will be our third year.

I'm not looking forward to it...the cold and my own agenda make the Tree Farm seem like a burden.

But, this is not MY life anymore, but Christ who lives in me. He wants me at the farm and so that is where I will go. In the end, I know that everyday I will learn something new and meet new people. I pray that our family can be a light to all who visit us there.

Maybe I should make some cookies to pass out? Yeah, that sounds nice.

Here is a picture thought to share...

God bless you! Thank you, Lord, for your kindness to me!

Renewed Parenting

2011-11-21T13:02:00.000-08:00

What things did you grow up hearing day in and day out from your parents? Do you say the same things to your own children now?

Does it sound anything like: "You kids are always...(fighting, arguing, clumsy), You girls are so...(mean, selfish, lazy)?"

Criticism is such an easy habit to form. It is meant to control others. I hate it in myself, this tendency to criticize. What does it really accomplish anyway? It just puts me on top of whoever I am looking down upon - the children, my husband, the neighbors, whoever! A high and lofty throne of ugly pride.

But when it comes to parenting, my criticism may be right on. The children really ARE being selfish. Now what? How do I train them so that instead of cutting someone down I am building them up?

I thank my God, that He who began a good work in me is faithful to complete it until the day of Christ Jesus. (Phil 1:6)

He doesn't give up on me. He doesn't give up on changing me to be more conformed to the image of His Son.

The strategy at the Times so far has been parents vs.children, or mommy vs. daughter, or daddy vs. son, or sisters vs. brothers .

CONFLICT. Contention. Fighting.

Do you know what the definition of Contention is?

1. The act or an instance of striving in controversy or debate.

2. A striving to win in competition; rivalry: The teams met in fierce contention for first place.

This is a perfect picture of my family. Not all the time. Just during the "your way or my way" times.

I have had to adopt new phrases to retrain myself, and in turn, train my children to submit to authority and to one another.

~oOo~

One of my new phrases?

We are on the same team!

I love saying it. I love living it. I love learning all about it. What a breakthrough for me! Thank you, Lord.

We are on the same team! The Bible says that "If God is for you? Who can be against you?"

How do I apply it? The children begin fussing about their chores. I say, "We are on the same team!" We keep our house clean because we are thankful for what God has provided. We want our home to be a welcoming place. We want to glorify God in all that we do. That is the Santos way. Our way. Let's work together to accomplish our goal.

Another new parenting phrase?

You are in charge of your body. Your body is not in charge of you.

You decided to use your hands to throw rocks. Nobody forced you to stomp your feet. That is your face. If you want, you can make it smile or frown. Which do you choose?

This has been a great and handy phrase for those times when a child wants to blame another (even the mother) for all the angst and sin.

Perhaps this is all second nature to you. Not for me. I am learning every day how to be a mom and how to be a wife.

Little by little, precept upon precept, line upon line. (Isaiah 28:10)

Wake up. Time for School!

2011-11-16T15:25:00.000-08:00

a typical Monday through Friday at the Santos Times

Wake up.

I know this may seem lazy to some, but we wake up when we wake up. Sometimes this is early, sometimes it is late. We use the alarm clock when we have appointments or on music lesson days. Also, Biscuit, our pet chicken, will wake us with her clucking if we are too late. We wake up earlier on Saturdays and Sundays because those are the days I make a big breakfast for the family. But we don't do school on the weekends so forget that. I think this is one of the great privileges of homeschooling. I never envy the mother's who must drop their children off at school early in the morning or the poor children shivering at the bus stop eating a pop tart.

Get ready and Clean the house.

The rule is to be clean and neat and ready for the day before we eat breakfast. This includes a spotless house, made beds and brushed hair and teeth.

Eat Breakfast.

Our usual weekday breakfast is oatmeal with cinnamon and chopped apples (no sugar) and tea. Boring, I know. Occasionally there will be toast or another fruit.

Bible Time.

Currently, we are reading through the books of Samuel. It has been exciting!

Memory Verses.

We review the Bible verses we know by memory. We sing the ones we have set to music and we may memorize another or put another verse to a tune.

Math.

Everyone does at least 4 pages in their books. We use Horizon Math and LOVE it. This is a high priority for Mr. Santos, that his children be proficient in mathematics. We rarely skip this lesson.

Copy Work

What the children copy varies. Sometimes, the children will do their grammar assignments or some mind bender puzzles. Other times they will copy a passage of scripture or a poem. They may be required to write out lists: thankful lists, prayer lists, ways to serve lists. The point of the lesson is perfect penmanship. But I think other skills are gained along the way.

Laps

That says Laps not naps. LOL. Once upon a time we took naps. On a nice day (no rain or snow) the children do 10 laps around the property on their bike or by running. This is mostly for Noah, full of that boy energy, but the girls sometimes enjoy this activity too.

Lunch.

Leftovers. Chopped veggies and cheese. Sandwiches. Treats.

Clean Kitchen, Do Laundry, Practice Violin

We usually do these chores to a timer. Our Santos work motto is "Fast and Thorough."

SO...By now it is noon, or one or two or three in the afternoon...depending on when we woke up and when we finished our chores. Finally, the children are free. It is time for...

Fun!!!

Not that school wasn't fun...but this time the children have a choice in what they can do. These are the typical activities you will find them doing.

Play spy, store, library, cowboys and Indians, etc.

Read books.

Crochet.

Draw or color while listening to History Cd's. (Diana Waring)

Bake

Take pictures

Go to the library

Write letters, stories, poems

Listen to Mom read aloud

Watch a science video

Swing on the swings

Play in the fort in the woods

Visit the neighbors horses

Play with friends

Do "experiments"

Puzzles

(Notice History, Science, Art, Creative writing and Reading are on the fun list)

What am I doing during "fun" time?

Helping to settle disputes

Fixing Dinner

Reading /Writing Blogs

Talking on the phone

Reading to the children

Organizing

Ironing

Answering all the "MOOOOOOM!" summons.

Drinking Tea and sitting around with my feet up.

Throw the entire schedule out the window when it is a "Visiting Day" or we are at the farm.

We love home schooling!

Fig Leaf tea. We recently discovered the wonderful health benefits of this sweet tea.

I sleep like a baby when I drink it. Now, I not only want an avocado tree, a rainier cherry tree, a fuji apple tree, but NOW I want a fig tree. Trees, trees, trees. Thank you, Lord.

More pumpkins for processing! Will I ever get done? Planning on making several jars of Pumpkin Butter before the week is out. Mr. Santos enjoys eating it in cooked chunks with some cinnamon, nutmeg, brown sugar and heavy cream poured over the top. Well, now who wouldn't?

The view of the path from our house to the road. This is what it looked like yesterday when the children took the trash out to the curb for pick-up. It was sunny, but COLD!

Little Naomi is crocheting a sweater for her bear, ON her bear. Poor dear, I wish that I could teach her these skills. I taught her how to make a chain, but that didn't satisfy her. She made a bonnet recently. How? I don't know. But it is adorable. I like to see her attempt new things even if she doesn't "know" how. Sophia is like this with Music and Noah is like this with wood carving. More blessings of home schooling!

Tea Time

2011-11-11T15:56:00.000-08:00

I am a day late for Tea Time in Bangkok with Ruth, but won't you join me anyway?

I am having...

A cup of warm jasmine tea with a chicken sandwich.

~Recipe~
cooked chicken, chopped
red pepper, chopped
peperoncini, finely chopped
heaping spoonful of crumbled feta cheese
mayo and mustard to blend together
salt and pepper
spread on a soft, nutty wheat bread

Take a bite and say Yummmm!

I am feeling...

Glad to be home. Today is Veteran's Day. Thank you Veterans for your sacrifice for our country. Thank you Lord for safety, and peace, and prosperity. We are truly blessed. Mr. Santos has the day off from work for the holiday.

We spent the afternoon doing one of his favorite things...visiting the Sportsman's store. Guns, knives, ammunition, survival gear. A man's haven.

On my mind...

Time is short. Thankful for every peaceful moment we enjoy.

A Quote to share...

"If sinners be damned, at least let them leap to Hell over our dead bodies. And if they perish, let them perish with our arms wrapped about their knees, imploring them to stay. If Hell must be filled, let it be filled in the teeth of our exertions, and let not one go unwarned and unprayed for."
~ Charles H. Spurgeon

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

Wondering...

2011-11-09T13:46:00.000-08:00

Wondering Wednesday!

I wonder...

Why hot dogs are so yummy. Should I eat another?

I wonder...

How tall Noah will be when he grows up

I wonder...

If we will have snow this winter

I wonder...

If I will ever get all these pumpkins processed

I wonder...

If my family will get tired of eating pumpkin bread

I wonder...

What happened to that sweet lady I met at the pumpkin patch. She is on my mind so much lately, that I have been praying for her. Do you think it is strange to pray so regularly for someone you don't even know?

I wonder...

How I found grace in the sight of God. Why me? Why open my eyes to see His goodness? Thank you Lord.

I wonder...

What my sisters are doing today. What are they cooking for dinner? What are they wearing? I wonder if they are wondering about me too.

I wonder...

About pride. Pride comes before a fall. Maybe it comes before a fall because it is so blinding. We become blind to our own faults that we easily fall into sin and mischief.

I wonder...

If we should have tacos tonight or if I should try making that pumpkin soup recipe I found. Leaning heavily towards tacos...but I have all the ingredients for the soup.

I wonder...

What you are wondering about?

Raindrops on roses

2011-11-07T15:20:00.000-08:00

We had a lovely time dusting off our copy of The Sound of Music last night. It was fun to sing along with all the Von Trapp children and take turns shouting out "Oh, this is my favorite part!"

Click below to hear my favorite song

It truly does lift the spirits to think of all your favorite things, even if they are not in your possession at the moment. What are some of your favorite things? Mine are:

Using warm towels out of the dryer on a cold day.

The smell of clean laundry

Roast chicken with mashed potatoes and gravy

Sunshine

Flickering flames from a fireplace

Laughing

Flowers

Chubby toddlers

God's Word

The FedEx or UPS truck coming down the drive

Who are your favorite people? Do you ever give thanks for other believers? Just like a family, fellow believers can get upset with one another. We fight and bicker and disagree. This ought not to be.

In fact, the other day the Santos children were doing just that. I was at my wits end. It seemed like nothing I said or threatened would induce them to choose peace. Finally, I made them get out their copy work and copy out the verses in the Bible that tell us how to handle conflict.

What a blessing it was for me.

Look at this one:

Not rendering evil for evil, or railing for railing: but contrariwise blessing; knowing that ye are thereunto called, that ye should inherit a blessing. 1Peter 1:9

God wants to bless us. When we return a blessing, especially to those who have wronged us, we, ourselves, inherit a blessing. I have enjoyed meditating upon this. Like me, it is possible that difficult people are always going to be in your life. Or, maybe they are just different. Perhaps they do things in a way that irritates you.

Instead of trying to change them into YOUR idea of who they should be, God wants to change You and Me into HIS image. As we obey him, we become more like him. Will we only obey God when we want to or when it is easy? If so, then we cannot lie to ourselves and believe that God is in control of our life. We are on the throne of our life when we obey only on the sunshiny convenient days.

In nearly all the letters of the New Testament, the writer gives thanks for the recipients.

I thank my God upon every remembrance of you, Phil 1:3

Have you given thanks for the people in your life? Especially the believers?

Soon and very soon

2011-11-03T18:12:00.000-07:00

Anticipation.

It's coming. He's coming.

Are we ready? How do we get ready?

We are well into Autumn now. It is COLD outside. Most of the geese are gone. Knowing that winter was coming, they began migrating south a few weeks ago.

A mother goose guarding her nest in the spring.

The future generation.

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Do you know why geese migrate in a V formation? This formation reduces the air resistance which means it is easier to fly. The lead bird takes on most of the resistance, but when he gets tired he just slips back into formation and another goose takes the lead. In this way, the geese can fly 70 percent farther than they would be able to do flying solo. 70 PERCENT! That is a big difference. Who would want to fly solo?

The geese NEED each other. When a goose is wounded and falls behind, two other geese trail behind with him to help him on his way. They have a goal to get to their destination and they help one another to get there. When the lagging geese see another formation they join up. There are no exclusive goose groups. Geese are geese and each one helps to make the flight easier. The more geese flying together, the lesser the resistance and the easier the flying.

What a wonderful picture for us as believers in Christ. We see the Day approaching. The signs are all around us.

Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering; for he is faithful that promised; And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching. Hebrews 10:24-25

October Days

2011-10-24T13:58:00.000-07:00

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FOR TODAY

Monday, October 24, 2011

Outside our window...

Sunshine. (Yipee!) And a "For Rent" sign for the adjoining apartment. Scary! especially when I see some of the characters stopping in to view the place. I wonder who our new neighbors will be? We will share a wall and a front yard together. I sigh, and pray and remember that God is in control. I pray that we can be a blessing to our new neighbors and that they will be a blessing to us.

I am thankful...

That I am in charge of setting my alarm clock or not. Today, exhausted after a very difficult weekend, the children and I slept in. We woke up to do chores and had a late breakfast of french toast and pears. No time constraints!

I am learning...

That when someone "condemns" me, or accuses me, they are not always telling the truth. At times, they are merely trying to justify themselves. It has taken me a long time to learn this and to stop feeling guilty for every accusation made.

From the kitchen...

Nothing made out of a pumpkin! Ha Ha...at least not today. Tomorrow probably, but not today.

I am wearing...

Shhh! Don't tell anyone...sweats! And I have the heater blaring too! What a rebel I am today!

I am creating...

I should say WE are creating an aquarium wall. Colored pencil art during school

Noah prefers using pens.

I am going...

to rejoice in the Lord always! I won't wait for the difficult people to get out of my life. I won't wait for the checking account to be full. I won't wait for sunny days and lots of energy. I will rejoice TODAY!

I am remembering...

These words:

You have searched me and known me.
You know my sitting down and my rising up; You understand my thought afar off.
You comprehend my path and my lying down, And are acquainted with all my ways.
For there is not a word on my tongue, But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether.
You have hedged me behind and before, And laid Your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; It is high, I cannot attain it.

Psalm 139:6

I am reading...

DIY magazines and some cookbooks from the library for fun.

I am hoping...

That I will become a woman who has kindness on her lips.

Today, I realized another "why". Why do I nag my children so much? Because, I don't want them to experience consequences and I don't want to administer the consequences.

For instance, if there is a time limit for a job to get done, and I see that the children are playing rather than doing, I will "nag" them to get to work. "Time is running out!" "Hurry Up!" "What are you doing?" "What are you supposed to be doing?" nag nag nag. It can be exhausting.

So, no more nagging. Hoping for kindness only (it will take some deliberate work on my part) and if there are consequences, there are consequences.

I am understanding...

More and more that life is not about conforming others into my image for them, but being (myself) conformed to the image of Christ.

Around the house...

Poetry. Reading it, copying it, listening to it, and writing our own.

One of my favorite things...

Uncluttered kitchen counters.

A few plans for the week:

Pick up a pack of special markers and a bottle of ink. We are going to turn some goose feathers into ink pens and also practice the art of calligraphy.

Here are some picture thoughts to share...

Getting ready to feed the calves at a friends house

Tea Time

2011-10-20T11:21:00.000-07:00

I am having...

A cup of green tea with honey.

I am feeling...

Anxious to leave the house. It is Thursday so we are off to the farm to sell pumpkins. We will be there the rest of the week.

I love it out there. I have a big Autumn quilt hanging, the wood stove burning, and no distractions. Even if we don't have a single customer, it is a quiet and precious time.

On my mind...

I was thinking about all the things I want to give my children. Christmas is coming. This is a cue for all the Toy and Book companies to flood the mailbox with catalogs. The children lay on their tummies pointing and dreaming of all the wonderful things in the world that they want. There are things that they need that don't come in catalogs.

While I was making a mental note of how much I could spend this year, a verse popped into my mind.

And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; 2 Cor 12:15

There is so much I can give to that does not cost money. It may cost me sleep, or time, or convenience. It may even cost me pride.

A Prayer to share...

Lord, What do you want me to give today? What do you want me to spend? I know that you will give ME what I need in order to give what THEY need. Thank you.

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

Fall Harvest

2011-10-19T15:45:00.000-07:00

Hello! I have been offline for a while. Life is so different without the internet. It slows down. Books get read. Relationships are deeper. Quiet times are more meaningful because it is not just a pause in the race of life.

The Santos Times uses the computer for almost everything. We use it for home school, for entertainment, for research, to pass the time, to communicate, the music we listen to, even some Bible study. When it is off - truly off - life is different.

The other night Mr. Santos and I sat in the living room looking at the children and at each other. Naomi was working on a big floor puzzle. Sophia was engrossed in a book. Noah was building a road for his cars.

We didn't talk. There was no conversation, just a quiet looking at each other.

Have you ever sat and just looked at your spouse? For more than a minute?

Try it. No getting up to turn on the T.V. No talking. No time limit.

If you are like us, you'll end up smiling, even if you started off sneering.

Laughing may follow, or smooching,

or both.

We are still enjoying raspberries at the Farm. Just enough for a happy handful a day. A week of sunshine does miracles over here. Thank you, Lord!

Raspberries must be eaten immediately.

Here is the pumpkin patch before we officially "opened" for business.

The pumpkin patch "After" We will be open until the last weekend of October, then harvest the rest for our friends and family. We've also been able to give all our customers lots of fresh sunflower seeds. Their children love finding them in the flower and eating them.

Those zinnias behind Sophia are still bringing me joy, especially from a distance. The color is still there but not the beautiful flower. Most of them are ready to fall off the stem now.

Oh wait. One left. So lovely!

We grew pumpkins at home too. Why? I don't know. Are we going to be eating 'pumpkin this' or 'pumpkin that' every day for the rest of the year? Probably. God is good. Did you know that pumpkins are rich in beta carotene, potassium, zinc, and many other nutrients? Even the seeds are good for you.

Now, if only I knew how to cook them. Always learning!

I saw this book online. I may have to buy it!

We've been blessed to harvest several baskets full of potatoes.

And lots of onions and garlic. I haven't taken the time to make it all look pretty, yet. The garlic is very lovely and very stinky. Mr. Santos has a home grown onion nearly every day.

Organically grown apples and pears were being sold for a "song" this week. We put up several bins in the shed. They won't last long.

Even with all this abundance. There is a greater harvest coming.

Therefore said he unto them, The harvest truly is great, but the labourers are few: pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he would send forth labourers into his harvest. Luke 10:2

~oOo~

And another angel came out of the temple, crying with a loud voice to him that sat on the cloud, Thrust in thy sickle, and reap: for the time is come for thee to reap; for the harvest of the earth is ripe.
And he that sat on the cloud thrust in his sickle on the earth; and the earth was reaped. Rev 14:15-16

Communication that Pleases God

2011-10-11T13:00:00.000-07:00

Part ONE here, Part TWO here

We are controlled so much by the comments of another person. AND, we control others with our comments.

Here are some practical things we can do for Communication that Pleases God. (taken from teaching by Janice McBride)

#1 The foundation for all Godly communication is humility, whether listening or talking.

#2 The person you are communicating with was created by GOD. Only God creates life. If God created this person, than he or she is valuable. For God so loved the world...even the one standing right in front of you.

#3 Be respectful. You can disagree without being disagreeable. "Let nothing be done through strife or vain glory, but in lowliness of mind, let each esteem the other better than themselves." Phil 2:3

#4 Consider if the person you are communicating with is a believer. We cannot have the same expectations of both. A non-believer does not consider the things of the Spirit.

#5 Consider how long he/she has been a believer. You wouldn't expect a three year old to be able to help you around the house as well as a ten year old, or a sixteen year old. The same goes with your conversation.

#6 If they are a believer, am I speaking to a carnal mind or a renewed mind? Are they more interested in satisfying their needs and desires than doing the will of God?

#7 Why has God allowed this person into my life? What does God want to teach me through this person?

#8 What character weakness is this relationship surfacing in me? What character qualities does God want to build in me?

#9 Remember that my Peace and Joy are found in Jesus Christ, not in this person. They may never change. They may never see things my way.

#10 Is it important that they agree with my point of view or am I humble and secure enough to listen to their point of view? I don't have to agree, but am I willing to listen?

#11 Am I willing to admit when I am wrong?

#12 Do I speak the truth in LOVE? So many times the things we want to communicate are true and right, but they are said in a prideful or mean way.

#13 Remember that communication is warfare. "We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." Ephesians 6:12

#14 Remember that "the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds." 1 Cor 10:4 That means that carnal weapons are mighty through satan for the building up of strong holds. We don't want to do that!

What are the carnal weapons we use? Next post...

Can't control me, I am free! (part two)

2011-10-08T10:20:00.000-07:00

This is part two in a series. Read part one, HERE.

~oOo~

I am a slow learner. But, thank God I am learning: "Little by little, precept upon precept, line upon line."

This lesson began a long time ago, perhaps years ago. I wrote about it once, HERE. But that was just a beginning. I didn't know that, like an instrument, I was just learning how to pluck out the notes. There would be much more practice and instruction needed before I could play a song.

Do you know what makes me a slow learner? Pride. I don't want to learn. I just want to know. I don't want to practice. I just want to be the best, instantly. Consequently, it takes me forever to learn something because when I get to the rough spots, I give up or go to something that I know I am good at. Or, worse, I pretend that I am good at "whatever."

God has been teaching me about walking after the Spirit.

I cannot walk after the flesh AND after the Spirit. It is only one or the other.

But walking after the Spirit does not come naturally. It comes supernaturally. The first thing to be done is to be born again. OK. Done, by the Grace of God.

The next thing is to "take up my cross and follow Jesus." Hm. This is a bit harder. It's not that the cross is heavy. The Bible says "come to me all ye that are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you...for my yoke is easy and my burden is light." It's the whole following thing. I don't always want to go where Jesus is leading.

There's the key "I don't always want..."

But what did Jesus do about His cross? He prayed, "If there is any other way, Father let this cup pass from me, yet not my will, Thy will be done."

Walking after the Spirit means giving up my will. Doing God's will.

"For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other:" Galatians 5:17

In other words, there is a battle going on. A war. A constant fight between the flesh and the Spirit.

We forget this.

Anxiety and fear, anger and bitterness, controls me. Or, because of the goodness of God, it reminds me of the war.

But I can't fight in a war! I don't know what to do! I'm not strong enough, or wise enough, or brave enough.

Sometimes, the thing I am up against is worse than a little criticism. Sometimes, I am fighting against big, ugly, cruel, evil. Sometimes, it is absolute lies from the pit. Sometimes it is a wolf in sheep's clothing. I am not sure if it is a wolf or a sheep.

Take courage! Fear Not! Stand firm!

God has given me the tools to fight and not just to fight, but to win! Next post...the tools (practical things to do and say in the war).

An answer to one of my Why's

2011-10-07T11:46:00.000-07:00

On the outside I live a blessed life. There are no outward circumstances that are troubling me. My family is healthy. We have food, shelter, clothing. We have two cars. We have a large and safe place for my children to play and to plant a garden. We run a tiny farm on the side. My husband has a job that provides nicely for us. We go to church weekly. We are free. We are not afraid of persecution or death because of our faith. When it is cold, we have heat. When it is hot, we have the beach and forests of trees to cool us. I am extremely blessed.

But there is something wrong. Sometimes, I am overwhelmed. Sometimes, I just cry from pain. Sometimes, I clench my fists and fight extreme emotions and I cry out, WHY?!!

WHY???!!!

Why am I so anxious? Why am I so angry? Why am I so irritated? Why do I hate? Sometimes, I just want to run away. Why?

The Bible is full of the answers. I am so thankful for God's word to guide me. But, I wanted to know what the triggers were. What triggered all of this roller coaster battle in my spirit? And the Lord has shown me.

A few days ago we were sitting in a cafe and my Sophia was blowing bubbles into her juice with a straw. I shook my head with a smile to tell her that was not appropriate. She stopped. She was the oldest at her table (kids at one table, adults at another) and all the littles were copying her.

Someone at the adult table made a comment about her bubble blowing. "Finally, I see your kids acting like kids. They are always so responsible. I never see them play."

Immediately, I was anxious. My stomach turned inside. I felt sick and I could feel my face turning red. Thoughts flew through my brain as fast as bullets. "Oh no, I have weird kids. I must be controlling. We are bad home school representatives. Do we ever smile? No one can see the love of God in us. Uh, Oh. We must be a legalistic family."

Just a few minutes later, Mr. Santos made a critical comment to me. It was not out of line, nor was it untrue. But it was critical and the stomach churning just got worse.

TRIGGERS. Criticism. Perhaps condemnation. Someone's opinion. Fear of man.

But I am free! I am free from condemnation. There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. Romans 8:1

Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage. Galatians 5:1

There are two sides to the coin: one side, when the "triggers" are inflicted upon me, the other side, when I inflict the triggers on others. Either way, I become easily overwhelmed.

But GOD is good! He has shown me what to do. He has made a way for me! No more being controlled. No more controlling of others!

I will tell you how, next post...

October already?

2011-10-02T19:33:00.000-07:00

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FOR TODAY

Sunday Night, October 2, 2011

Outside our window...

Rain. Neighbors packing the car with boxes. They are moving...so sad.

I am thankful for...

A good visit with my sister.

I am learning...

the answer to so many of my "why's"

I will not post to this blog again until I can put it into words. Maybe it will answer some of your "why's" too.

From the kitchen...

Tea and toast and cold cereal. We are resting up from a packed weekend with visitors. It has been a restful evening. And the best thing is NO DISHES to wash.

I am wearing...

A grey dress with a cardigan sweater.

I am creating...

a package to mail. My little nephew left his stuffed moose and blanket. Those are a must at bedtime so they will be shipped out first thing in the morning.

I am going...

to miss my sister. It was such a short visit.

I am remembering...

How she laughed and screamed on the ferry boat and on the "spinning missile" at the park.

She can always make me laugh.

I am reading...

blogs and facebook statuses tonight.

I am hoping...

The weather is nice this weekend for the visitors to our pumpkin patch.

I am hearing...

Mr. Santos speaking on the phone in Spanish to his brother.

The children acting out some little skit.

"you be the cowgirl and I'll be the cowboy."

Around the house...

clutter, clutter, clutter

It'll keep until tomorrow. It is still Sunday, a day of rest.

One of my favorite things...

Happy Family

A few plans for the week:

Oh my, it's going to be a busy one!
School, Violin Lessons, A wedding shower, help a friend, and four days out at the Pumpkin Patch.

Here are some picture thoughts to share...

A neighbors pet camel. His name is "Gobi"

Here are the Santos' feeding him

Sophia demonstrating the spinning missile that made Auntie Cheri and I scream when we tried it.

If we would just take time to think

2011-09-28T19:46:00.000-07:00

This is a moving documentary that had me in tears and Mr. Santos and I in deep discussion. So many people today, especially young people, believe what they believe without taking time out to know WHY. They don't take time to examine themselves, to think of their future, to think of the consequences of their beliefs.

Please watch this. Please. It is 30 minutes long. It is graphic and not for young children.

Autumn Days are here again!

2011-09-28T18:04:00.000-07:00

Sugar Pie Pumpkins growing at the farm

A strong cool breeze on a bright Fall day ~ Perfect for picking out some pumpkins! We will be at the farm four days a week soon.

The sunflowers have bloomed and are starting to droop from the heaviness of their seeds.

Diamonds on the water. My God keeps me amply supplied with jewels.

These are some happy zinnias! Wish they were under my window sill rather than the pumpkin patch.

His delights

2011-09-27T16:09:00.000-07:00

Isn't it fun to make a list of the things we love and enjoy?

Hot showers
Chocolate
Sunshine on the ocean
Roses
Pecan pie
Laughter

I could go on and on. If you haven't done it in a while, you should try. Make a list of the things that bring you joy - the things that you are grateful for. Whenever I am grumpy or feeling negative, this little practice is a sure way to help me out of the pit. Sometimes, I wonder what it is that God loves and enjoys. I did a quick search through my Bible and this is what I found:

* "he taketh pleasure in them that fear him." Psalm 147:11

* "the prayer of the upright is his delight." Psalm 35:27

* "he taketh pleasure in his people." Psalm 149:4

* "the upright in their way are his delight." Prov 11:20

* He has written a book of remembrance for "them that feared the Lord and thought upon his name." Mal 3:16

* What is very valuable to him? Jewels? Knowledge? "the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price." 1Peter 3:4

* "I (wisdom) was daily his delight." Prov 8:30

* "A just weight is his delight" Prov 11:1

* "they that deal truly are his delight" Prov 12:22

* A dove descended upon Jesus and there was a voice heard from heaven "This is my Beloved Son in whom I am well pleased." Mat 3:17

* A thick cloud overshadowed the others and only Jesus was left."This is my Beloved Son in whom I am well pleased." Mat 17:5

* "they that are in the flesh cannot please God." Romans 8:8

* "without faith, it is impossible to please God." Hebrews 11:6

Last week of September, 2011

2011-09-26T18:17:00.000-07:00

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FOR TODAY

Monday, September 26, 2011

Outside our window...

Rain. The leaves are changing colors with the coming of fall...at least the leaves still left on the trees after this weekend's blustery days.

I am thankful for...

Answered prayers!

I am learning...

that God does not ask us to do what we are unable to do.

"I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me."
Philipians 4:13

this would include being patient, repeating myself for the six billionth time, smiling instead of grinding my teeth, using my calm "I am the mother" voice instead of shouting. It includes giving mercy and forgiveness.

From the kitchen...

homemade pizza. What to do with a jar of spaghetti sauce and a pound of sausage but no noodles? I also sauteed some onions and found a jar of olives. Didn't I say I was thankful for answered prayer?

I am wearing...

A brown suede skirt and a cranberry sweater.

I am creating...

a "poor man's" recipe book for a friend who just got married. It is just a compilation of recipes I made up when I have had to streeeetch ingredients to feed a big group or to last until the next shopping day.

I am going...

to finish writing out some pretty snail mail cards to a few friends.

I am remembering...

my munchkins when they were just munchkins. I have a big box of photos that I have been rummaging through the last few days.

I am reading...

The book of 1 Samuel every day with the children (still).

Roller Skates, by Ruth Sawyer (with the children)

I am hoping...

that my violin playing will stop sounding like a train wreck SOONER rather than later. What? I didn't tell you I was taking lessons with the children? You should see me next to all these little 6 and 7 year olds in their tiny child size chairs.

I am hearing...

The children playing and happy - so much nicer than the crying and complaining of earlier today.

I'm happy though, because I did not allow all the c's and c's to change my expectations. I held my ground and won. My expectations were met, Momma remained "in charge" and peace was restored. Thank you Lord.

Around the house...

Sophia is making a fort.
Naomi is "spread out" drawing.
Noah is building his own bowling alley.

I'll give them another hour before it's "Clean-up time" for Mr. Santos' homecoming.

One of my favorite things...

warm feet on a cold rainy day.

A few plans for the week:

School, violin lessons, and YEAH, HIP HIP HOORAY, YIPEE, my sister and her family are visiting from California this weekend. Only a two day visit, but it has been almost three years since I have seen them.

Here are some picture thoughts to share...

I am not ready for rainy days yet...all the lamps on in the middle of the afternoon...no, not yet. I am not ready. I can do all things through Christ who strengtheneth me.

Dear Followers~

2011-09-24T15:25:00.000-07:00

Are you a follower of The Santos Times? I'm so glad you are! I have been thinking a lot about you. This is a small blog with only 44 followers. Some of you are Christians. Some of you are Muslim. Some of you are Catholic or Mormon or no religion at all. You come from all over the world to visit our little place.

I just want you to know that I am so happy to share our family times with you. We are not very exciting or gifted or unique. Yet, you visit us! Thank you.

I just wanted you to know that I appreciate you and I pray for you. God bless you today! May you have peace in your heart whatever your circumstances are.

A sunrise

2011-09-22T14:21:00.000-07:00

Ah! Sweet Satisfaction! I am sitting at the dining room table enjoying a lovely cup of jasmine tea. The house is spotlessly clean. All the counters are cleared of clutter. There is nothing on the vacuumed floors. The pillows are plumped and the bookshelf is straightened out. Yes. It all looks clean and orderly. Even the laundry is caught up and put away. There is nothing out of its place.

I sigh with satisfaction and sip on my tea.

Proudly, I think "It's not very hard to keep my house clean. I don't know why other people struggle so much."

Slowly, the morning sun rises shining through the dining room window and over the kitchen sink.

I sit up suddenly. What is this?! The light, a beautiful morning sunrise, is illuminating ugliness in my home!

A thick layer of dust covers the oven hood. The back splash is covered with shiny grease spots. The morning light reveals stains and dirt and hidden spills all over the cupboard doors of the kitchen. The satisfaction I previously felt, fizzles away, especially with the revelation of piles of crumbs under my stove and fridge.

Shadows from fingerprints on the window glass dot my dining room table. What used to seem so spotless seems so dirty now.

I am humbled. I thought my house was clean. I am afraid to walk into the other rooms to see what the sunrise has revealed. Dare I walk into the bathroom? My bedroom? I can imagine the dust covering my dresser and the mirror. I wonder why I can't see it at other times of the day?

I have a choice.

~ I can pretend that what the sun revealed is not really there. In an hour or so the light will not be so direct. The dirt and dust will be hidden again. Better than that, I could just close the blinds. I could shut out the light and not see any of the dirt.

OR

~ I can admit the truth. My house is not clean but I will do nothing about it.

OR

~ I can get to work to remove the dirt. No sitting down with prideful satisfaction as if I have arrived. No rest.

~oOo~

There is another light besides sunlight...there is SONlight: the light of Jesus Christ.

And there is another chance to choose.

"And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil." John 3:19

No rest, I live remembering...

"not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. Philipians 3:12

But when will I get to rest? When will I get to sigh with satisfaction that the work is done?

Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ: Phil 1:6

For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: 1 Thess 4:16

And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof. Revelation 21:23

What are You doing today?

2011-09-19T11:58:00.000-07:00

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FOR TODAY

Monday, September 19, 2011

Outside our window...

Cold Sunshine, Dew on the grass, A chicken named Biscuit pecking at her oats.

I am thankful for...

3 beautiful sweaters I bought at the thrift store and a plaid skirt I bought new (but on sale).

And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith? Matthew 6:28-30

I am learning...

That when I obey the Lord, I learn more wonderful things about him. And what a wonder He is! Just wondering about him is NOT good enough anymore...I want to know. So, I guess that means more obedience.

From the kitchen...

Do I have to go in there today? Why do we have to eat so many times in the day? A handful of nuts, a bite of an apple...that's good enough for me!

Unfortunately, this is not good enough for Mr. Santos and three growing children.

Well, whatever comes out of that place, I do have some puff pastry and some apples. An apple tart will make things special, don't you think? Plus, it only takes 5 minutes to put together.

I am wearing...

One of my "new" sweaters...so warm and cozy on this chilly day.

I am creating...

a routine. This is the third week. It is a miracle. I'm not chained to my routine...but it has brought stability to the Santos Times.

I am going...

to a baby shower this week. I love baby showers. And this one is going to be so fun because the baby is already born. Lots of cooing and ahhing over the little one. Lots of pink this and pink that, food and laughter and women chatting away...can't wait!

I am remembering...

My son last night nibbling his crackers into animal shapes, then using them as actors in his little plays. Childhood passes so quickly.

I am reading...

The book of 1 Samuel every day with the children.

"Woah! Really?" was the reaction to chapter 2 verse 21. "And the Lord visited Hannah..."

"Mom, could He visit us?" You can imagine the great conversation that came out of that.

I am hoping...

To speak with a soft voice and kind words today. I have been convicted of my sharp tongue and critical ways. Oh, it has been heavy!

God is so good to have mercy on me. Please pray for me. I must completely retrain myself. Pray that I would have new phrases for the same trials that come up every day. You know the ones: complaining, whining, arguing, ungratefulness. This is the stuff of wifing and parenting.

She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness. Proverbs 31:26

I am hearing...

The timer ticking away. Without it, Noah would never finish his math.

Around the house...

Beautiful red roses given as a gift from some friends we had over for dinner.

One of my favorite things...

Milk chocolate with almonds

A few plans for the week:

School, violin lessons, a baby shower, listen to a visiting Bible Teacher.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing...

Sunflowers growing at the farm.

Isn't He Wonderful?

2011-09-18T17:29:00.000-07:00

I have so much on my heart, so much in my mind and I just want to write it down. How full of joy my heart is, how full of hope! That God could save me!

I was in the pit! I was lost! I was hopeless! Worse than that, I was a wretch...No. I AM a wretch. But God has changed me so that I can stand in his presence. I have been forgiven of my sin.

Ha ha ha ha ha. Ha ha ha ha ha. The Lord has put laughter in my mouth. He has filled my life with good things. Oh Taste and see that the Lord is good!

Better than a vacation.

Better than a remodel.

Better than a wonderful meal.

Better than a good marriage.

Better than a quiver of children.

Better than a best friend.

Better than good health.

Better than all the riches in the world.

Knowing the God of the Universe. Knowing Him is true riches. What does it profit a man to gain the WHOLE world and yet lose his soul?

Questions a Christian should ask

2011-09-12T17:05:00.000-07:00

Being a Christian means making Jesus Christ Lord of my life.

It doesn't mean going to church. It doesn't mean wearing dresses and home schooling my children.

It is being a follower of Jesus Christ. You know, like follow the leader. In his steps. Copying. It is a unique relationship. Like a marriage, I get a husband, he gets a bride. He paid for me. He bought me. I belong to him. And now...NOW what? Now he is getting me ready. Ready for the wedding feast.

Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; That he might sanctify and cleanse it with the washing of water by the word, That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish. Eph 5:25-27

The longer I know the Lord, the more amazing this relationship becomes.

First, Jesus was sent by God to get me ~ not because I'm some special catch, but because He is Love. 1John 4:10

Second, Jesus came willingly to do what God asked Him to do ~ everything his Father asked him to do. Remember when Mary and Joseph were looking for him in the caravan? (Luke 2) Even as a child he was "about his father's business."

Then, instead of condemning me, knowing all my sin, he paid my debt. The wages of sin is death. I earned my wages.  That is what is owed to me. But instead of paying what I am due, He took it and gave me a gift instead. The gift of eternal Life. Oh Jesus, how wonderful you are!

Finally, He lives not just with me, but in me. He is now Lord of my life.

But is he? Really? Do I allow him to be?

If this is His life, if I have really given it to him, then how does my life demonstrate it?

This is his face. Does it smile or frown at the children? Jesus said "suffer the little children to come unto me."  These are his hands. Are they doing God's work or my own pleasure? These are his feet. Are they going or staying where he wants them to go?
What about my ears? What am I listening to...does Jesus want to hear it?
What about my eyes? Does Jesus want to see it?

Do I do what Jesus wants only when I am "able?" If I have enough time, strength, money? What if He wants me to do something that seems impossible? It may be impossible for me...but nothing is impossible for him.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. 2 Cor 12:9

Is Jesus really Lord of my life?

Fascinating Womanhood

2011-09-08T14:08:00.000-07:00

So, I've been reading Fascinating Womanhood. It has been so good to give me a practical picture of femininity. A feminine woman follows her husband. This doesn't mean saying goodbye to common sense. I know that it is hard to believe that being under a man's authority can be a safe place of peace and fulfillment. The world would have us believe otherwise.

Here is a quote from the book that I really appreciate, especially since the life I live is not one that I ever imagined when I was young(er).

On how to be the perfect follower:

No. 4 ~ Be Adaptable.

"Don't be rigid and set in your ways. Adjust to life's circumstances. Follow your husband where he wants to go and adapt to the conditions he provides for you. Every woman who is an ideal wife and makes a man happy has this quality. Rare in women, it is treasured by men. To be adaptable you have to be unselfish, care more about him than yourself, and put your marriage in priority, above all else. But when you cast your bread upon the waters, it comes back buttered. To make it easier, follow these rules:

To be adaptable, don't have inflexible, preconceived ideas about what you want out of life, such as where you want to live, kind of house, lifestyle, economic level, or plans for the children. It's all right to have preconceived ideas as long as they are not inflexible. Rigid ideas may clash with your husband's plans, plans he must carry out to succeed in his masculine role.

In my youth I had some preconceived ideas. I wanted, when I got married, to live in a white, two-story house on an acre of ground, with tall, rustling trees in the backyard, and a cellar filled with barrels of apples. This was to be on the outskirts of a city of about twenty thousand. There was snow in the winter and green fields in the summer. I found through the years that this dream got in my way, made me less adaptable than I should have been. When I discarded it I was happier and a better wife.

To be adaptable make your dreams portable so you can carry them with you. Plan to be happy anywhere - on a mountainside or a burning desert, in poverty's vale or abounding in wealth. If you focus on making a success of your home life, it's easy to make your dreams portable." ~ Helen Andelin, Fascinating Womanhood.

painting by Hans Dahl

(one of my favorite painters!)

First September daybook

2011-09-06T10:02:00.000-07:00

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FOR TODAY

Tuesday, September 6th, 2011

Outside our window...

Early sunshiny morning. It is very cool and crisp, but this afternoon promises to be warm.

I am thankful for...

Hope.

Have you ever thought what a wonderful thing that is? How it can get a person through the darkest time?

My hope is built on nothing less
than Jesus' blood and righteousness.

I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
but wholly lean on Jesus' name.

On Christ the solid rock I stand,
all other ground is sinking sand;
all other ground is sinking sand.

I am learning...

That though I have called myself a sinner in the past, I have not often believed it. If I did, how could I be as prideful and judgemental as I've been? All that pride came from a heart that really believed she was a pretty good person deserving of good and fair treatment - certainly not death or hell.

From the kitchen...

a crock pot roast, since we will be out at the lake today.

I am wearing...

A knee length turquoise skirt with a white tee-shirt and flip flops.

I am creating...

a schedule for a new school year.

I am going...

to pick more strawberries today. God is so good.

This is what we picked three days ago. We are hoping for the same amount today. Isn't God so good to us?

I am remembering...

the fun weekend my children had. Mr. Santos took Noah camping and panning for gold. They had a great adventure. A day later he took all the children to the river for more.

enjoying a campfire at home with me.

I am reading...

Fascinating Womanhood...still and I am still enjoying it and hating it at the same time. It is due back at the library today, so I guess I will have to buy it. It is such a valuable resource for learning how to be truly feminine.

I am hoping...

to order the history and science books I finally decided on...it's only September!

I am hearing...

my children coughing. All three of them woke up with a cold this morning. Ginger tea on it's way! And lots of Body Balance too!
I wonder if we should stay home from the lake? Only, when we are outdoors they seem to suffer so much less from coughing and congestion.

Around the house...

The children are busy bees doing their chores.

One of my favorite things...

A clean shed! Now I have a great place to store all those pumpkins and potatoes from the garden.

A few plans for the week:

Iron out most of the kinks of our new schedule and enjoy every last drop of sunshine.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing...

Our pet chicken "Biscuit" about to gobble some blackberries.

Who else is in the doll house?

Sit with me! Have some tea

2011-09-01T11:03:00.000-07:00

Please join my dear friend Ruth and others HERE for more Tea Time

I am having...

Lemon Ginger Tea. It is warm and soothing.

Having it in a cobalt blue mug. And there is more in a plain porcelain tea pot when our cups are empty. So drink up!
I am feeling...

Sober.

On my mind...

So many things - happy things, sad things, serious and tragic things.

A milestone to share...

I gave Sophia her first pair of earrings last weekend.

They were a gift to her to celebrate being in the Bible Bee. She memorized about 100 verses. The goal was to memorize 250 verses. But 100 is still quite an accomplishment! And her father and I are more than proud of her. She ranked number 205 out of 639 children in her division. (7-10 years old)

Isn't she lovely? I am already missing her as I see her changing from a child into a young lady.

~oOo~

Her sister, Naomi, threw a little party for her - decorating the table and even doing all of the food herself.

Those square things are graham crackers with waffle pieces and peanut butter. You can have them with or without pickles. (he he)

Thanks NeNe for a fun party!

They like 'em burned

2011-08-31T16:37:00.000-07:00

Someday my children will be out and about at breakfast time and they may be served something that looks like this...

"I thought we were going to eat pancakes?" They may question.

"These ARE pancakes silly Santos child."

With bewilderment, they will reply "I never saw any pancakes like this before! Why aren't they black?"

No, those little black things are not mini-charcoals. They are plump blueberries.

Oh so you think it is child abuse to serve such a breakfast? I would argue and say, "Look at Noah and Naomi reaching for seconds!"

The final pancake was a success by typical pancake standards. But, after all the children had a taste, they shrugged their shoulders and said "I don't know, Mom. It's missing something. Maybe you should cook it some more."

Envy Revealed (part 2)

2011-08-29T07:19:00.000-07:00

So after the Lord gently reminded me of the Great Mercy I enjoy, He told me a few stories. I had heard them before...Many, many times. But the Lord has a way of telling a story to make it's application so personal.

The first story was Jonah and the Whale. Click the link to read it all. It is short. I could hear the still small voice of God tell my heart "Laura, you are just like Jonah. You would rather endure a great storm than to have someone that you hate enjoy my mercy. That is greed. That is envy."

Oh my goodness, I was surprised by this revelation. I always thought Jonah was so wicked in his disobedience. I judged him harshly, thinking "Jonah, how could you wish all those people dead?" But just as it says in Romans 2:1 whatever I judge in someone else, I am guilty of the same.

I hadn't really gotten the full affect of this revelation before my Lord was speaking to me again.

This time it was the story of The Prodigal Son. I stood in the place of the elder brother, angry. God, my father came out to meet me, to entreat me. My response?

"No Lord. I don't want to celebrate his homecoming. I have been here working hard for you, obeying, serving. He has waisted all my time. I could have had a happy life, but he has made it miserable! Now you want to celebrate!"

Gently, always gently, "Laura, my daughter, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine." Luke 15:31 Does God take away his blessing from one child to give to another? No. He is big enough.

I was starting to cringe a little at this new idea of me being a greedy envious person ~ wanting all of God's blessing for myself and maybe for the "deserving" people too. But everyone? My enemies? Hm.

And finally, there was a third story. This was the clincher. This was the pounding gavel that declared, without question, my envy. It was the parable of the Householder who hired laborers for his vineyard. The Lord showed me that I was standing in the shoes of the workers hired early in the day. After all, I have been a Christian for many years.

Payday (the blessings of knowing the householder) was coming. The thought of my enemy receiving the same as me...

There is a reason why the Bible is full of verses like Proverbs 14:12, which reads "There is a way which seems right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death."

Deep in my heart I knew that my obedience to God might actually help my enemy to be saved. He might not only hear the gospel message, but see it in my life. I refused to obey. I thought I wanted to forgive. I thought I wanted NOT to hate anymore. But God was trying my heart...revealing what was REALLY there.

Ugh.

Gently, yet Firmly, he said to me, "'Take what is yours and go your way. I wish to give to this last man the same as to you. Is it not lawful for me to do what I will with mine own? Is thine eye evil, because I am good?" Matthew 20:14

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. 1John 2:16

So what was I envious of? My neighbors beautiful house? Her easy life? Nope. I was envious of the blessings of God. Not willing to share them with people I didn't like or who I thought ought to suffer. Now that I am typing this out it makes me think of how the Jews treated the Samaritans in Bible times. Wow.

Now I know. I have looked in the mirror and seen the truth. Will I be a hearer only? Or will I be a doer?

A doer. I must. God is faithful, he will not leave me here unfinished.

Envy (part 1)

2011-08-28T16:16:00.000-07:00

When I think of being jealous or envious, I think of coveting. Wanting other people's things, their looks, their lifestyle. And for the last few years I would have told you (and believed it adamantly) that I was NOT a jealous person.

I have been mostly content. I see that God is in control of what I have and don't have. If I need it (or even want it) I ask and wait and receive...or not. It is usually easy for me to go without and "make due".

But being envious? No, not really, not me.

But God's Word is "a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart."

And also, "The refining pot is for silver, and the furnace for gold: but the LORD trieth the hearts." That means The LORD himself, will bring to surface the dross - the mess - the sin and yuckiness in my heart.

Why does he do this? To accuse and condemn? No. There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. But He is making me, conforming me into His image. He who began a good work in me will be faithful to complete it.

~oOo~

I have struggled for years with one person who provokes me to no end. It is a relationship I cannot avoid. I have suffered false accusations, injustice, abuse, plain meanness and even humiliation.

Hate.

Revenge.

But the LORD says...

"Love your enemies"

"Pray for those who spitefully use you."

"If your enemy is hungry, give him something to eat. If he is thirsty, give him something to drink."

"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

"Forgive."

These are hard lessons to learn, But with God all things are possible. Right? Right? Then why was I having such a hard time doing them?

Envy. Envy can keep you from learning these lessons, from obeying God's commands.

"Lord," I prayed one hard night, "I want to obey you. I want to love this person and forgive. But I am just full of HATE. Help me."

Gently, I heard his reply. "The Lord shall fight for you and you shall hold your peace." Ex 14:14

"I know Lord, You've said that before. But I don't trust you." The hate in my heart started to bubble. I continued praying, "You are so merciful. You will not give him what he deserves! You are so patient and kind...look how he gets away with so much. You give him so many chances. And I have to suffer for it while you patiently wait for his repentance!"

Gently, "Laura, my Mercy is given to whoever I will. You have benefited from my mercy. Even now you are benefiting from it."

And then, The LORD reminded me of THREE Bible stories that I have heard a 'million' times. They revealed the jealousy in my heart. I was full of envy...and this is why I could not love and forgive this person.

Would you like to know what those stories are? Stay tuned...

Wherefore laying aside all malice, and all guile, and hypocrisies, and envies, and all evil speakings, As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby: If so be ye have tasted that the Lord is gracious. 1 Peter 2:1-3

Staycation Spot #1

2011-08-26T11:42:00.000-07:00

Believe it or not, we don't spend all our days pulling weeds at the farm. Ha, I think I would go crazy if we did. We have had fun this summer going on walks. I thought I would share a few of our favorites with you.

Our Number 1 favorite is the walk down to Anderson Beach. This trail is only open during the Summer because of the danger of slides and fallen trees.

Here are the children ready for the hike down, down, down...

Right away we run into some obstacle across the trail.

About half-way down you can see the promise of the beach waiting for you.

Uh-oh...more fallen trees.

At the bottom, the trail level out to a fork. Which way should we go?

We went right!

What a reward for our little hike. Diamonds on the water...and our own "private" beach.

But then we have to walk back up! It's quite a work-out.

That's me in my big floppy hat and of course my yummy boy all covered in sand.

This photo makes us laugh out loud every time...Sophia Lou, we're loving you!

Naomi, my elevator.

Tea Time (but just water)

2011-08-25T14:33:00.000-07:00

I am having...

Water with a little grapefruit seed extract in it. Had my tooth removed yesterday so the extract acts as an antibiotic. It is hot today, YEAH! 80 degrees with a lovely breeze. Does it get any better?

I am feeling...

Hurt. And Angry. But I am also feeling...

That it doesn't matter how I feel. What am I doing? How am I acting?

I say...I feel like I love my family...what am I doing to prove that?
I say...I feel like I trust God...Am I being obedient or doing my own thing because I *really* trust myself more?

On my mind...

The choices we make. If you are a Christian, you are a member of a body. When one member suffers ( or sins), the whole body suffers. When one member rejoices ( or obeys), the whole body rejoices.

A Quote to share...

FAITH, in its simplest, truest, mightiest form, is-to do God's will in the one thing revealing itself at the moment as duty. ~ George MacDonald

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

A kind thought from a friend!

2011-08-23T16:17:00.000-07:00

For presenting me with an award...

I never win anything. Well, I guess I shouldn't say "never." I rarely win anything.

My blog friend Jo, at Stop...have a chat chose me for this award. I encourage you to visit her site, especially on a wednesday as she does an Art post then. I have learned so much from her and always enjoy my visits at her cheerful blog.

1. Link the person back who awarded you

2. Share 7 things about yourself

3. Answer the following questions below

4. Award this to 10 bloggers (it might be a few less than this!)

Seven things about myself:

I love the clothing style of the thirties and forties.
I cannot eat cheesecake or drink coffee. Too Bad, they taste so good.
I would love to visit China or Spain.
I feel like I am "winging it" in every area of my life. Thankful for the Lord who is called "Counselor."
I love living in the Pacific Northwest, even with all the rain. It is the most beautiful place on earth.
I cannot multitask.
But I am very organized.

Name your favorite color-

Red. But I do love looking at a sapphire blue ocean with sunshine diamonds dancing on it. That is the most beautiful color of all...makes me melt inside.

Name your favorite song-

How Great thou Art...almost any version. I also like Fernando Ortega's version of Great is thy Faithfulness.

Name your favorite dessert-

Pecan pie.

What ticks you off-

I don't like this question. Sounds "out of control." What makes me angry is blame shifting. It is a great distress to me to find it in myself too.

When you’re upset you-

Seek the Lord, of course. Cry. Sigh. Call my best friend. Pray. Eat a piece of chocolate. Pray some more.

Your favorite pet-

Is there a pet that doesn't poop? I love birds. We have a pet chicken. I think parrots are awesome (but I don't like loud squawking) There is a parrot at the farm where we pick up our raw milk. He always says "Thank you very much. Come again"

Black or white-

White. It is clean and neat and bright.

Your biggest fear-

Being deceived.

Best feature-

I don't know! I guess my smile, though I am pretty plain looking. My smile is usually genuine though, and a genuine smile is a great feature on anybody.

Everyday attitude-

Trusting in the Lord. Everything in every day is ordained by Him.

What is perfection-

Jo said "Only God, only Jesus Christ, only the Holy Spirit", which I naturally agree with. But in a worldly sense I would say, high quality beautiful stationery. love it.

Guilty pleasure-

Sorry, but I don't like this phrase. Every good and perfect gift comes from the Lord and if it brings guilt...better not do it.

I take pleasure in lying on the beach in the sun. Oh what a pleasure it is (if it is not too hot. I love a cool breeze)

Some blogs that I enjoy visiting: (but may not accept awards)

Ruth at Daily Divine - if we ever meet in real life, I am sure that we will be able to talk for hours

Pleasant View School House - (eye candy and wonderful Etsy shop)

Think and thinkability - a new blog by a lovely lady

Wildflower Cottage - a simple, unassuming, honest woman who likes poetry (and a good friend).

I could list many many more. I love blogging and have met so many wonderful people (all over the world) through this venue.

Monday Daybook

2011-08-22T21:57:00.000-07:00

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FOR TODAY

Monday, August 22, 2011

Outside our window...

Night.

I am thankful for...

My sister's birthday today. Happy Birthday Lisa!

And the birth of Abianne Elaine...Welcome sweet girl!

I am learning...

that "Ungrateful" (that devil) is always justified. Stay away! Do not humor him because he is so convincing.

From the kitchen...

The end of leftovers...too bad. Now I have to THINK about what to make for the next few days. It will have to be something with potatoes, since we only have a cazillion growing in the garden.

I am wearing...

A flirty blue and white polka dot dress...my husband's favorite...with some flip flops.

I am creating...

A few batches of meatballs to put into a friend's freezer.

I am going...

to have an infected root canal removed. YUCK. Turns out it has been infected (unbeknownst to me) for several years and the source of many of my health problems. It is a clear and wonderful answer to my prayers. I am happy to see good health and vitality on the horizon.

I am remembering...

The time is at hand...Rev 1:3

The end is at hand...1 Peter 4:7

I am reading...

Fascinating Womanhood. I'm enjoying it and hating it at the same time. Have you read this book? What do you think of it?

I am hoping...

To visit my sisters in California next month. Pray with me! My little 'savings' is adding up and I am excited to buy a ticket soon.

I am hearing...

the quiet of the night. Children all tucked in their beds, visions of chores and schoolwork dancing in their heads. HA HA!

Actually, not quite. We still have another week before we really set to homeschooling.

Around the house...

The kitchen is clean, the dryer is humming, and "Biscuit" our sweet chicken is in her box at the back door.

I know, I know...but we can't leave her outside...all by herself... in the cold dark night...not sweet little Biscuit!

One of my favorite things...

revelations of truth...so satisfying! but sometimes painful. Still, a wonderful thing.

A few plans for the week:

Going to the county fair, a visit to the beach with friends, more Bible Bee drills (the contest is SATURDAY! pray for dear Sophia) and rest rest rest. Thankful that my fatigue is not a sign of laziness but a serious infection. God is so good to lead us.

Here is a video I am sharing...

We had our church service at the park yesterday. It was a beautiful day as you can see in the video. We shared a yummy picnic and good conversations after the service. Mr. Santos took us for a little walk along the trails and we enjoyed a wonderful day of sunshine. It even got a bit hot in the afternoon. Again, I can't say it enough. God is so good.

No time for Tea - just a break

2011-08-18T11:28:00.000-07:00

I am having...

Nothing right now. Just sitting down for a break before I head out the door to the farm. It is COLD (at least for me) Please please don't go away Summer! I know this is the opposite of what most of the U.S. feels. But, our warm days have been few and far between this year.

I am feeling...

A bit overwhelmed. You know when you go to clean out a closet, you have to make a mess first? It seems that way with the attitudes in my house. Lots of stuff is coming out so we can get our negative attitudes and thinking cleaned up. But what a mess it is making...seems like it will never be done!

Thank God, He is the one doing most of the work. Amazing Grace.

We have been practicing "do overs." Whenever someone is rude or ungrateful we say "do it over." Then it must be said or done again but in the proper way. I'm ashamed to say that I have to do "do overs" just as often as the children. Guess that is why they are struggling so...because of my poor example.

On my mind...

God's eyes are upon me.

God's ears are open unto me.

I am not alone. Never. Nothing, (not even this mess around me) can separate me from his love.

A Quote to share...

Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God.

He that loveth not knoweth not God; for God is love.

In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him. Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us, and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins.

Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another.

~ 1John 4:7-11

Please join my friend Ruth and others here for Tea Time

Summer Album

2011-08-13T15:35:00.000-07:00

This is one spoiled chicken.

Here she is bundled up for her nap.

Sleeping soundly

Every ant, spider, worm or critter for her pleasure alone.

The flower pots I admire through my window.

They make my little grey box of a house smile with hospitality.

Our pumpkin patch at the farm.

Those little shoots Mr. Santos is walking over are supposed to be zinnias. There is still a chance they will come up...if we can get some heat over here. We have had sun, but no heat...only in the 70's

The main Strawberry and Raspberry harvest is over, but we still go and pick a small bucket every day.

My sunflowers. They seem to be doing well.

They should be taller than me in a couple weeks.

Our daily berry ration...a sweet pleasure.

The MEN. Always tending, working, weeding, sowing. Mr. Santos puts in 3-4 hours an evening AFTER he gets off work. God bless him.

Not only hard workers...But absolutely HANDSOME too.

Tasty summer meals. Corn salad with watermelon for dessert.

These onions are growing in our back yard.

Corn...they are growing tall...but all green stalks still...no corn yet.

My tomatoe plants. Dreaming of salsa from my garden.

One rhubarb plant. I have never cooked this before. I once had some strawberry rhubarb cookies that were Divine...maybe that will be this plant's destiny.

Tea Time

2011-08-11T07:14:00.000-07:00

Please join my dear friend Ruth and others HERE for more Tea Time

I am having...

A cup of Jasmine tea ~ There really is no other tea that satisfies.

Also, a piece of sourdough toast with homemade strawberry jam. I like saying "homemade". It is such a comfortable sounding word, don't you think? This is my first successful try at making jam (nine pints). I am a little proud of myself for doing something lasting with a harvest. I usually just give away (or toss out when it rots- shame on me) any extra produce.

I am feeling...

A bit tired. It is SO early in the morning, LOL. (6:00 a.m.) All summer I have been going back to sleep after sending Mr. Santos off to work...but today I am up.

Bad habits are easily made with no effort at all...and some pleasure too.
But breaking those bad habits - oh how hard it is...and painful!

The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.

On my mind...

My sisters. I miss them. (If you read this, Hi Cheri, Hi Lisa, Hi Tina ~ I miss you.)

A quote to share...

Not very long can any family life go on unbroken. Death will visit every home. While we may, we should live together sweetly, patiently, loving and serving each other in all beautiful and Christly ways.

~ J.R. Miller

New favorite Color

2011-08-10T15:03:00.000-07:00

My favorite color has always been red. I have a red purse, red shoes, red and white quilt on my bed, red kitchen decor, red tulips in the spring, red strawberries in the summer...red red red. But lately, my heart has been especially pleased with the color PINK.

It's very feminine and really complements so many other colors...like a good friend or helper. I thank God for the beautiful colors he has made.

One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. Psalm 27:4

all images from google

If you could live anywhere...

2011-08-08T18:08:00.000-07:00

and money was no problem, where would you live?

You have all the resources in the world.

You could custom build any house you want with all the finest furnishings and decorations.

What would you choose?

Perhaps a castle on a mountain?

Or something grand like this?

I love this view. I would want clean fertile land with a grand view.

A little spot in paradise?

Or maybe you would want something simple yet beautiful?

Why oh why would you EVER want to purchase a filthy dump like this? To LIVE in! To call home? NEVER!

Would you choose to live in a place that should be condemned? That is rotting and broken down? Full of filth and mold and trash? NEVER! Especially when you could choose anything.

And yet,

And yet that is what God has done. He has chosen to Purchase, with his own blood, you and me and to make his dwelling place within us.

Here is a list of Scripture that speaks this truth. When I meditate on them, I want to change the way I live. I must. I see how how great things God has done for me.

~oOo~

~ What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost [which is] in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's. 1Corinthians 6:19-20

~ In whom ye also are builded together for an habitation of God through the Spirit. Eph 2:22

~ Ye also, as lively stones, are built up a spiritual house, an holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices, acceptable to God by Jesus Christ. 1Peter 2:5

~ For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's. 1Cor 6:20

~ and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation; Rev 5:9

~ Forasmuch as ye know that ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, [as] silver and gold, from your vain conversation [received] by tradition from your fathers; But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:

~ Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us: Galatian3:13

~ Ye are bought with a price; 1Cor 7:23

~ But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away. Isaiah 64:6

~ How much more abominable and filthy is man, which drinketh iniquity like water? Job 15:16

~ As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understandeth, there is none that seeketh after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that doeth good, no, not one. Romans 3:10-12

"What Happy is"

2011-08-04T15:06:00.000-07:00

Great tune to get stuck in your head...to wash the dishes with, to rock your children to, to think about. Humming it all day.